Thursday, July 29, 2010

Why do I feel naked?

Ok, so now I have a blog and can express so freely right?...wrong...I feel naked now..Like I would rather just hide..LoL.. I have issues with expressing myself for fear of others taking me all wrong. The truth is that I don't want to apologize for my beleifs but at the same time I don't want others to feel condem at the same time. Im really open to people having different ideas than me and I can truly respect them for that. Sadly, I have found that most folks can't respect other's opinions if they are different than theirs. So actually Im an outcast on both sides. The crunchy mamas attack eachother for differning opinions and the non crunchy mamas feel so attacked by everyone who isn't mainstream like them. Lemme vent just for a second...

Seriously, why can't we all just get along?... Why are women so darn catty?..its ridiculous! I see fighting among the mothers and if only our kids were watching this!...Its not nessisary and just makes everyone look leave it alone.

SO, now some might be wondering what in the world am I talking about?... well Im talking about my virutal world of mommies of course. YEp...staying at home all day without a single adult conversations means connecting with moms across the world with just a click of a mouse. I guess there are high school type clicks in all aspects of life huh? ridiculous...ugh...I guess this is why I never fit in. I really don't like drama...

I just like to talk about what no one else touches. Is that so bad?...does that make me an instigator?, I don't think so... I do like to argue...but not to the extent that people get all riled up and mad at eachother. I just wanna know if your brain is a turnin. Thats all..

SO anyway..maybe one day soon I'll start blogging about whats a turnin in my soon as I get over the fact that it feels like Im naked and exposed while doing it.

no ones looking anyway right?...well this is the internet! *grabs my robe*

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